lonely.

I wish I could be heard. If I say something 100% straight up about how I feel, like lonely.. I wish I am not only heard but understood. Being a parent and being home all day with the kids is lovely, dont get me wrong... but it would be nice to have some "us" time and "adult" (not sexual.) time. A conversation that doesnt include baby talk, or such. I dont feel watching stupid action movies is adult time. I try to be as open as I can but I am never heard. I hate that...